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Im scaredI'm scared

" I love you" those simple words I'm afraid to say,

My heart beats for you,

Yet I cannot do anything,

Your graceful moves amaze me,

you are the girl I love,

But I deny myself even that.

I know everything about you your past and future,

Yet you still bring me to aww,

You are dead and dull,

Yet you have such power and life,

I'm scared to say a word,

But I do love you,

I'm doing this to protect you,

Please don't go haste,

I know you love me,

But I will not show anything,

I am here to protect,

I might tease and joke,

But I love you,

And I will find a better day to say it,

I'm scared,

I have so much to say,

Yet I

I miss youI miss you.
There's no other way to describe how I feel
I just miss you.
Are souls were connected,
But now all that's left is the bitter remains of mine.
Because a day without you, is like a day without sunshine
No warmth upon you, only the cold, bleak air.
It feels like I'm holding on to you so tightly,
But yet there's nothing there.
When you left I realized so many things,
Darkness isn't just absence of light; its absence of you.
Because in true love the smallest distance is to great.
But when I'm alone, I close my eyes a think off you.
And all I do is smile.
They say a broken heart can't be re-broken
But obviously t

SecretsWhy my friend,
why do you cry?
Why the wetness
in those pretty eyes?

If I could,
I'd wipe them dry
Wipe dry those red-ringed eyes.

Why my friend,
are you betrayed?
Who has from the
right way strayed?

If I could,
I'd set them straight
And change their crooked way.

Why my friend,
not open up?
I would listen, sure
let flow your cup

If you would,
I'd listen close
Listen so to raise you up.

So, my friend,
do you still cry?
And if you do,
please tell me why.

I cannot bear
to see such pain,
in one so full of life.

Your tears are clear
though, you sought to hide
Let not them tumble
from your eye.

If I could,
I'd

I knowI know I will hurt you

I know I am not good enough

I know I am beautiful enough

I know I am not smart enough

I know I am not fit enough

I know I am fucked up

I know I am messed up

I know I am moody and needy

I know I am always sad and angry

I know you hate me sometimes for being like that

I know I don't deserve you

I know you're too good for me

I know you're so nice to me

I know you understand me

I know you think of me

I know you care about me

I know how much hard it is to be with me

But

No one can love like the way I do

No one can care about you like the way I do

No one appreciate you like the way I do

No one love you li

ExplodeI can't think.
I feel like I'm about to explode.
My nerves are shot.
My brain is fried.
I can't feel anything at all...
I'm numb all over.
I'm frozen inside.
I might just explode.

This doesn't hurt.
I feel no pain.
This is something deeper, something worse.
Like a thousand knives being driven straight through my chest,
And plunged into my dead heart.

All my scars are open,
All of the cuts bleeding.
The stitches have come undone.
I'm falling apart again.
I'm breaking into so many tiny pieces.
The fragments of my soul scattered in all directions.
I feel like I'm going to explode.

This doesn't hurt.
I feel no pain.
This is

.:Silence:.I don't speak. I never do. Not because of autism or mutism. Not because of some kind of life threatening accident in the past, or some throat infection or disease. I just choose not to talk. It's not because I hate my voice; quite on the contrary. I indeed love my voice. It's just that there's nothing to talk about, no one to talk to. I kick a stone with the toe of my trainer. My unique brown hair is tinged with pink. I look up, my icy blues staring into the soul of the person standing next to me. I've never seen such piercing green eyes in my life. Why are you sitting next to me?
"Hi." My heart thumps. My lips form a smile before I can st

The VanishingIf I were to open my eyes…
Would you still be there in the morning?
When I turn to glance at the clock…
Will your form disappear into the past?

I feel like your vanishing before my eyes
Fading away into the shadows
And I can't reach out to save you,
I can't even see you anymore.

I just wanted to tell you I'm sorry.
Have I lost my sight or have you lost your substance?
You mean so much to me…
But I can feel you slipping through my fingers like sand.

You are the first warmth I have found in a long time,
I want you to linger with me here
And I want to live the impossible dream
But you seem to be just that; a fantas

BreathingI'm always here
I've never left
You've never gone
To rush into the wind
Let your spirit be swept away

If only I would play
Until my fingers frayed and cracked
Until I'm deaf
Blind
Can't even remember the notes I know.

If only I would sing
Until my heart burst
And my eyes dried out
Thin and weak
So incapable of doing what she wants most.

I wish I could stun you
With every song
Every moment
A drop of glass in the rain
Resilient and pristine,
Depthless tones, never wishing

If only I could tell you a
Story.
One that began
One that ended
And one that breathed.

Am I Finally Good Enough?I wiped away your tears
Stayed up with you all night
I fought away your fears
To make sure you were alright

I was the one
Who always stood by your side
And
I was always there
To be the one you confide in

I moved mountains
When nobody else could
I held you in my arms
When nobody else would

Am I finally good enough
To be worthy of your love...?

Or is there something more
That you're still waiting for...?

FacadeDon't be fooled by my expression
It's a facade i put on
It's not as real as it seems
Once you leave it will be gone

I put it on sometimes
When there's someone here like you
Someone i might care about
But that i wont admitt to

I like to hide my feelings
I'm practically a pro
I'm so good by now
Hardly anything can show

Like i bet you didn't know
That i need you more then air
That i love you more then life
That i only pretend not to care

Now i know what your thinking
Your probaly wondering why
It's because i'm so scared
That i have to live these lies

AmnesiaWhite.

The room is white.

White as snow. No. It is not that white. It is not a beautiful impurity. It does not glow with cold strength. It does not hold fragility in its arms. It is clean. It is perfect. It is sterile.

It is sterile.

She sits up slowly, and her arm automatically moves to assist her. It lifts for a moment, and then she allows it to fall back with a dull thud. Her other arm is numb with imagined pain, and she looks over curiously.

Intravenous Stand.

IV.

With a quick pull, she tears the needle out. It slides free with a feeling that makes her stomach churn. The needle is slightly bloody, and the liquid still drips with a

End.Sitting in the corner
Feeling like time stopped
Holding everything together
Until the door is locked

Arms around my knees
Looking into the night
Trying to hold onto the last piece of sanity
While the darkness creeps into the room

The first of the tears slip through
Letting all emotions loose
Like the world is crashing down
Suffocating me to the ground

Nothing is right
Tired of saying I'm fine
Sick of pretending everything is alright
Slowly falling apart inside

2AM in the morning
Listening to the ticking of the clock
Syncing with the beat of my heart
Waiting for the world to stop

End it all.
Unchain me.

Feel OkayI've become infected
It's eating me away like acid
I'm left with this
This excuse for a body..this

My bones are becoming thin
I've lost any strength from within
I can't go out with a friend
The life I'm living is pretend..

I can't go to school
Because this disease is so cruel
I can't live a normal life
And I grow tired of this constant strife

The pain is sometimes unbearable
Honestly, it's quite terrible
Not even medicine can heal
How exactly I feel..

My insides start to ache
Testing how much more I can take
If I will go insane
Just because of the pain

Or the fact that I will never be the same
This disease is to blame

HappinessI walk around with a fake smile on my face.
Hoping that someone will notice that the smile i show is'nt true.
My friends don't seem to notice the hopelessness in eyes,
and i put up a wall so my family doesn't notice the dried tears and the strained sound in my voice as i speak to them.

But there's one person who does notice.
She's the one i turn too when i'm in need of help.
She's the one who listens.
She's the one that knows the real me.
She's the one that makes me feel like everything does'nt matter as long as I'm with her.

She help's me remember how great it is to live.
She make's the happiness show on my face again.
She the o

You

When I go to sleep tonight
I will see you there again
And in my dreams I will hold you tight
I don't need those other men

If there is an angel walking around
It must be inside you
I just can't make a sound
And I'm so scared this isn't true

Inside of me there is this light
And it doesn't shine so bright
After being hurt too much
But I still long for your touch

Just let me be near
So I can hold you tight
Don't just disappear
So there is no loneliness I'll have to fight

You can call me at midnight
If you want me there
Make this feel right
And show me that you care

Say those three little words
And we'll fly away like birds
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by *ShayHart, Nov 20, 2011, 2:36:59 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

I don't know what to do.
I feel so lost, so broken inside.
It's like my life has been shattered into a million pieces and I can't even find a single shard.
The darkness is taking over.
With what little light I have left, I'm trying to become strong, strong enough to overcome this darkness.
So much pain, oh the hurt I feel inside.
A promise made keeps me here.
What would happen if I disappeared?
No one would care.
I'm just one person in the crowd.
This world has left me in the dark for far too long, so who cares if I made my mark?
I know I'm being dramatic.
But who cares? Who weeps? All is lost in this lonely world of darkness.
I'm walking alone in my painful past, the darkness is leading me somewhere. But where? To more pain, or to my sweet relief?
I guess I wont know till i finally get there.
The emptiness inside my aching heart is too much right now, the feeling of longing for someone, anyone to understand. But don't tell me that you do.
You liar!
How can you understand when I don't even know?!
It's too cold here.....much, much too cold.
Never to see the sun again, to never feel warm.
Although I may seem okay at times, I never am.
Finally salvation comes to all of us, to the lonely people.
There will always be something wrong, always.
Always lost in my blank eyes that try to see, but never will.
I'm not sure if I want to die.
But I feel the knots twist inside from the endless pressure of my life.
It's like I'm alone in suicide.
But yet, I don't want to leave.
I used to cherish life, but now it's a curse.
I'm alone in the empty box of life.
Forever wishing to stop the clocks
Never feeling relief.
Oh God? can you even hear me?
can you hear me in all my pain?
I think so.
God?
Send me an angel tonight so I wont be alone anymore.