I don't know what to do.
I feel so lost, so broken inside.
It's like my life has been shattered into a million pieces and I can't even find a single shard.
The darkness is taking over.
With what little light I have left, I'm trying to become strong, strong enough to overcome this darkness.
So much pain, oh the hurt I feel inside.
A promise made keeps me here.
What would happen if I disappeared?
No one would care.
I'm just one person in the crowd.
This world has left me in the dark for far too long, so who cares if I made my mark?
I know I'm being dramatic.
But who cares? Who weeps? All is lost in this lonely world of darkness.
I'm walking alone in my painful past, the darkness is leading me somewhere. But where? To more pain, or to my sweet relief?
I guess I wont know till i finally get there.
The emptiness inside my aching heart is too much right now, the feeling of longing for someone, anyone to understand. But don't tell me that you do.
How can you understand when I don't even know?!
It's too cold here.....much, much too cold.
Never to see the sun again, to never feel warm.
Although I may seem okay at times, I never am.
Finally salvation comes to all of us, to the lonely people.
There will always be something wrong, always.
Always lost in my blank eyes that try to see, but never will.
I'm not sure if I want to die.
But I feel the knots twist inside from the endless pressure of my life.
It's like I'm alone in suicide.
But yet, I don't want to leave.
I used to cherish life, but now it's a curse.
I'm alone in the empty box of life.
Forever wishing to stop the clocks
Never feeling relief.
Oh God? can you even hear me?
can you hear me in all my pain?
I think so.
Send me an angel tonight so I wont be alone anymore.
I was rather depressed while writing this...I don't even think I knew what I was writing. I was just....writing. And it led to this.